DEad ...

24th june 2011

i think i am almost dead...
next week is common test...
am i prepared ??
definitely not yet...
i don't know how ??
and i don't know why ??
my mom sacrificed too much...
this mother is seriously extremely good that i don't know how to repay her...
repay her with my entire life is never enough....
i would be in debt with her forever until the world ends...
guilty inside mt heart...
17 years i have been living in this world...
yet i never know what is responsibility...
what is priority...
what is the right choice and right decision...
this is so to be ashamed...
say say and say the same thing over and over...
but no actions are being taken...
what on earth am i doing ??
i don't know...
this is the only answer i can give...
i am so sorry...
but sorry just won't cure...
my friends now...
all are studying extremely hard...
they are bound to their aim...
whereas i didn't do anything good until this day !!!
please study hard...
you have to ...