YOU KNOW WHAT ??!!

6th january 2011
i went back to school with karh chuen...
AND i'm glad he's here...
Tis guy really helps me a lot...
purpose going there is to ask about the IPTA pin number...
i lost it and have to retrieve it from GURU kaunseling!!!
erm...and also check my KoKu mark...TERRIBLE mark XD
yup...return my textbook and a book borrowed from Bio lab LAST YEAR !!!
we went to find the juniors...they are having their recess...
of course...chuen's fans...upon seeing him...rushed to him like a swarm of bees...
SCARY...!!
However...i have my friends too!!
we hug and greet each other...
"yam cha" "yam cha" i could hear them saying...
who ask myself to give promise that easily...XD ..LOLx
so...i was really happy...
we called out few teachers...and had some brief conversations...and i found that i really miss them a lot...
wuwuwuwu...feel like crying...secondary school life just passed by me...
i had some sort of funny conversations with the Form 2...haha..they are still the same...naive...nice...and cute!!!
then...i met the Form 4..they all complained they are under stress...then chuen and i gave some STUPID encouragement...i think...haha...
hopefully it did help them...!!
i saw new prefects!!smart looking in their brand new uniform...!!
i was like: ' wow..@.@wat a big difference...uniforms of my batch were terrible...theirs fit them nicely!!"
~o~...yor...not fair la...i can't accept it lo!!
then..i accompanied chuen for a while before we headed back to our home...
it was drizzling!! i wonder how long i have never looked at the rain like this morning in school...
it was indeed refereshing and cooling !!
then...we voice out some regrets we had during school life...
he said:" we miss the best chance and best time in Form 1...and now it can't change anything!! "
i understood that deep in the core of my heart...
bygone means bygone...
the atmosphere changed when i broke our conversations with some sort of stupid rumours i heard from others!!
i really make him laugh larh !!i felt really satisfied as my friends laugh when i'm around them...
pn.nurul dahniar was not in the school...failed to ask about the KoKu marks !!
yup..it's true...teachers are really busy woth their own stuff...
every teacher we met had asked the same question:" What are you doing right now?? Enjoying ?? "
haiz...not really enjoying la...XD
;p ...actually alone at home..confined to myself is not really that bad...
there's no urge...no desire...for me to have yam cha or party with my friends...
maybe i just need some time for myself...away from crowd...=.="
AS whenever there's an event...no freedom or time to have a small little group to talk about personal stuff...
AND part of us have to play the roles to laugh...to create "high" atmosphere...i think i'm tired of that...
tired of being active...why can't i be de passive side?? XD
haha..lolx...
thus...i m here right now to create a new post...
whoa...time just passed...^ ^