it is not going to happen ,
i know it perfectly yesterday night ,
one thing you will never be able to bear with studying here is loneliness
i could recall , there was once that i was dumped into some unknown GSM , and i really got motivated and bring myself together to meet more friends and talk to them , fostering friendship,
but that did not happen, most of them join GSM as a group , so neither of them will actually be sitting alone and meeting up new friends, they tend to stick to their own group, yaya,
so i can foresee that i would be very dead, if i am so stupid to choose a GSM with no close friends together , there is onl one possibility : LONELINESS
first day of class, you will go there alone, and sit by the corner alone, and see others in their own groups, not a high chance to really mix around with new groups of friends
so there, i made up my mind and decided to join the GSM with my close and only friends,
i would never endure such loneliness,
ya, finally, there is a moment i am so clear that i am grateful , because i never got deceived by my stupid thought : go to a gsm alone , and make friends .......... NO NO NO wrong concept totally
so, one fact learnt , never do things alone, or you will suffer >.<