a letter

Hi,

how are you recently? it's quite a long time we didn't chat or talk. and i actually fail to keep myself updated with your recent activities. hope that you are alright. did not expect you will blog again, quite shocked, because since that day, you said you might not post anymore, i have actually somehow stopped checking. haha. surprisingly, there were new posts when i suddenly had the feeling to check it. are u being a bit emo? are there some conflicts or confusions? haha, i just ask larh. look at your posts, somehow let people feel that you are emo :(

eh... what happens? you mention sth about u gotta be cruel? good for both ar? @.@
sorry, too many questions. i geh po mah~ hehe~ 
anyway, i know you have your own way to settle it, but just try to keep yourself comfortable with the decision, do not hurt the other party, and the solution should not hurt yourself too. must listen to my advice, because i am your "old" friend leh. lolx
no matter what decision you made, support you ar :)

i am fine as i said in fb message, somehow getting better, learn to appreciate things surrounding you, you can't help but just feel grateful to be loved by family, friends, protected and having what you have. i am contented, though i have quite a number of regrets, but this is life right? unfair always, but what can we do is to live life to the fullest meaning each day. haha
talk like a "sifu" , like i am pro.. haha, actually i am still trying to achieve this, learn to appreciate and live life meaningfully, you know, i like to waste time on useless things ~ wakaka

aiya, got a lot to say larh ~ haha, lastly, hope you will do very very well in your future Uni life, like you say, u can do your best in whichever course, jia you ~
don get too stressed ya ~ all the best to you.

keep in touch and msg me if you have the time.. hehe..see you. i shall see you when i see you. haha
come singapore and i bring you go eat nice food ... hahaha

From,
the person that keeps bugging you, lolx