i feel bad . . .

5th july 2011

in school...in the library...
today school dismiss at 6p.m.
but i only had one hour lecture for inorganic chemistry...
1 hour of good lab practice...
that's the end of stories...
later i will have two hours of tutorial...
so my poly life is merely like this...
no stress...no pressure...no tuition...no motivation...
now...worse...not participating in co-curricular activities...
no CCA point...
so it seems like my life is so lazy...
haiz...i don't like it...
friends in Malaysia are really so stressed...
homework...CCA...tuition...MUET...research...projects...
piled up in front of them...they wanna cry but can't...
and what a m i doing here...lazing around in school and relaxing at home...
what a joke ???
but i still can't figure out what can i do to improve my academic results???
haiz...sorry that i can't help...
sorry that i never put my effort in my life...
sorry that i never appreciate the chance....
sorry that i waste this chance ....
T.T
SORRY !!!