Owned the love and concern...

23rd april 2011

i am leaving...but there's pros and cons...
should i be happy ??
of course i should...it is a great opportunity to study over there...
before this...i had a crazy thought...i think of my friends...
i don't feel like leaving them...
haha...until the things are settled down...and i am taking my bus tickets for next tuesday...
i tell myself...time to say goodbye...i can't own them forever...
time is moving...era is developing...life is changing...humans too...are changing...and becoming forgetful...
maybe later...as time passes...they will sometimes remember you once as their friends...
maybe there will not be that much conversation between us...
our relationship will somehow expire one day...
but you guys promise that day will never come...
i believe you...and i trust myself i will try my best to keep in contact with you...
today...i finally feel you guys are supporting me...
you guys stand by me...
perhaps just because i am leaving ...
but i appreciate this...
promise mom that i will never think of something unnecessary...
so..i will try to focus in my studies...
today was indeed a happy day...i am surrounded by you guys...
joking...chatting...laughing...it was enjoyable...
but this will be last time we gather like this...
sticking to you guys surely will rise some problems...
because i am the only gurl...lolx...
but nothing special... we are friends...and i enjoy it...so thank you for suggesting farewell...
though the plan ended in a mess...
and let the hatred flies away...
looking forward to tomorrow...see you...


additional exciting news...
=) got a call from old old old fren...but sorry for speaking too loud....lolx...
brave person...maybe you can try calling me few more times in the future...to train you courage....lolx...>.<