"BU SHE DE" (mandarin)

5th march 2011
hello...i'm back to my home in ipoh...
looking around...feel so different from singapore...
i hardly could leave my aunt and my cousins...
when i abroad the express bus...i kept waving to my aunt...
i looked at her face...i felt like i want to dashed out from the bus and ran to her...
i knew she didn't want me to leave too...
i had been getting used to live in her house...
suddenly the decision to come back to ipoh was so abrupt...
then goodbye was spoken...and huggings...and a lot of food was stuffed / packed in my backpack...
was my aunt trying to make me feel too touching???

there's been a long time i never posted some articles...
i don't really go online these days...haiz...
i went through some happy moments and some bad moments too...
i told myself to keep in the deep core of my heart...remember it...so that i can release my disatisfication to my blog...XD

during those sad moments when i had a lot of things to spit out...i had no chance to post it...
but when i get myself some free time...i just failed to recall those things...
so...how disappointing my brain is...!!!

hey...i'm back to ipoh...i actually don't feel like coming back...too many bad memories at here for me...
though in others' eyes...those memories are just tiny and not worth remembered...
but they just rooted in my mind and i don't think i can wipe it away easily...
those friends...are avoidable subjects to me...
i just said so...indeed i miss them too...
haha...so ridiculous...
i have nothing much to say...
erm...i may try to take an effort to  upgrade my blog and give it a new LOOK !!!

CHEERS !!!
and i love you...spore ah yi...
of course...not to forget...i love you...MOM!!! i'm back to you!!!